First crying letter!!

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 5:48 AM ♥


Hello.
oh my god it is the end of the fuckin year.
and helene and julie have to leave me to go back to Belgium!!

Fuck belgium!!
lol

Helene.. when i have more time to type i will type a long ass story of our year!!

It was awsome, and school will never be the same with out you.
I will really miss you soooooooo much!!!!
=(
but i wil visit when i visit my family in germany!!
I take the train!!




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Mon amoureuse!!

Tuesday, April 8, 2008 5:46 AM ♥


well Prom is next week. Yey =P JULIE and me are going, this will be her first and last, cuz she is a senior and an extange student. she will leave this hell hole of a town and i will stay. But even though I knew that she was going to leave at the end of the year to go back to belgium; I was worth it all the way!! Some people told me not to go out with her cuz of the fact that it will hurt when she leaves. but I did anyway!!! It is going to be hard the first few weeks or months but... uh.... I don't know. there is long distance relationships. But those done work to well. People even asked me about the issue and I don't know how to respond. we never really talked about it and I want to have fun with her, not sad and upset by that convertation. So until the time comes I guess we will talk about it. But our relationship will end. I'll cry my eyes out and i know she will. She will see new people and so will I and get on with our lives. But for now... It is PROM, and we will make every minute count!!! Julie I love you, even if our love will only last a little while.

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